Saturday, October 08, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:56 AM

Sighs, life.

Wtf am i thinking about, i mean again? Really hate it, I've been going through this kinda feelings thoroughly over and over again, eek so bitchy. I've got sucha doubtful mind, how great? : Because of whatever I'm thinking, it'll fucking gonna make my day. Little things can make me feel unhappy now a days, I'm so unsure about what's going on. Perhaps whatever I've been doubting might has already happened just that i don't know at all, sure there'll be 'some' people do hide things from me or maybe i got fooled. When I'm quiet, just beware of what you do and how you talk to me, I'll hurt you, for sure. I'm not satisfied, i dont wanna emphasize what is it, but hope that certain person will realise ;) I can be very nice despite how you treat me or talk to me, but if you talk to me in a way i dislike, sorry huh i'm much more better talking rudely to you. I'm not a nice girl if you were to do things or talk to me in a way i dislike, guess you'll suck your thumb. I'm getting to dread waking up everyday, and also sleeping. Waking up, I would think alot, while when I'm sleeping i dreamt of those crazy scene then waking up feeling empty, cb. If i wanna be better than anyone, i can be. Omg and i"m already on my holiday, wonder what am i gonna do. Thats all i guess, so much things to say yet i cant really explain here.. i mean my feelings either,i still feel all the same all the time which make me feel horendous, fucking bitch.. I'm also a horendous person kk -.- I hate those people whom do things and doesn't admit & also, say this do that lemme tell you i hate you this kinda people. Or maybe what i was thinking has really happened hor, just that you didn't wanna admit and tell me..

I'm going, feeling terrible.
There's so much I've felt I should say but even if your heart would listen, i doubt i could say cos you'll never want to admit and never telling me the truth and you'll never get to feel how i feel.

Labels: Fuck life.