A way to pull through a day is to hold on,hold on.hold on..
As you gorw older,you tend to see someone's face as a facade to their true-self.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:53 AM



Today out with Lynette to causeway. :D
Then after that headed to northpoint to buy bazaar decorating stuffs.
Feel very frustrated,keep messagin like we don't even talk alot -.-
Today it's 22nd,it doesn't goes very fine,i hope can skip 22nd.
I didn't spread th cream properly also need to laugh meh?Fcukyou.If i were th one laugin' @ you,i doubt you'll give th face right? (:
Nothin' much to talk about actually.
Sometimes sorry won't amount to being hurt,just live&learn and don't do it twice.
We have to accept th fact that there're certain things that have that have happened that will forever keep you as friend,just friend.
I love pictures&memories because th best thing about it never changes even when th people in it do.
No matter how painful your decisions have been,as long as you can sleep well,it means that you made th right choice.
The minute you think of giving up,think of the reason why you held on so long.
You know its love when you have been saying goodbye for th last half hour ,but you're still not ready to leave.







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Friday, May 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:28 AM


My shag face,i don't feel well ):
School : Whole day teacher show us horror movie,Lynette danced infront of me when i was sitting right infront of her,&it gave me a shock.Jacelin scare her,she fell!! :x Hee..
After school went northpoint for subway with Lynette&Peiyan :D Nehneh is rushin' for her cca,so she say took cab,haha!After that me&peiyan went safar to meet Qiuyun,Jacelin&co. :D For pool.Then went 641,headed to 632 have lunch. :) After that went home change,then cabbed to safra again.Well after that went 641 slack then 642,wait for Lynette to get out from her cca.Wanna catch movie with her tmr,not so sure?Just came home.Thank's Qiuyun! ^_^ (Insert Hearts)
OMG,tmr is 22nd. ): I"ll sure think alot,alot of stuffs,i hope can skip.I'm a bad girlf i know,i didn't spare a thought for you,i never care how you feel.Regret for my doings,&i know its too late for me to say sorry.I feel bad about everything.There's nothing i could do now I'm sorry,to you.I know i hurt your feelings. ): I'm sorry,to you.Sorry for being so lousy. ):Thank's for those days with you,i'll never forget about all. (: You're so great to me,yet i did it bad to you. ): I've learnt for what i've done.I'm feeling so badly,now you can let me drown here in my own shameful tears,I'm sorry/.
Ps: Thank's Qiuyun,i feel better now!! ^_^


Somewhere between all our laughs,long talks,stupid little fights&all our jokes,i fell in love with you again.

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Thursday, May 20, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:12 AM


Gonna post! :D
Well,school goes on as per normal (:
After school,eat in school then went to slack w' Lynette&co.Alright saw guitar coach,he asked us to pick some numbers cos he wanna buy toto,Lol.
&ohya' i still owe Lynette her Super Junior Album,tmr ok? :D I seriously can't wait for th bazaar to come,hehhehhe,me&Lynette don't need to go for th walk a jog,oh that really sounds dammn dammn borin' one,teacher ask me&her to stay to help her fry don't know what.But th thing is,i don't even know how to fry,what if it goes.....chao ta?
Today in hall,Aphichet&friends keep squeezing us,then Lynette sit out of our roll,heehee..
Alright,nothing much to post today..Bye takecare all! :D

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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:11 AM




Postin' right now! :D
School was boreddd!D&T teacher absent,wow relax.No teacher to take over our class,went reccess so much earlier,got caught.Ignore just continue to eat,hee :x/.
After school went 641 slack with Qiuyun,Jacelin,Lynette,Jasmine,Tangshi&Sweejin! :D
Thank's for th bbt Lynette Koh! ^_^
Then homed,Tangshi walk me home,Thank's!oh rushed like mad home.Sis came home told me he at my house void deck,oh sian.Zzz
Sighs,heard something pissed&hurtful yesterday when he was there.. Aiya doesn't mean you didn't get hurt before you can go around hurtin' people,oh please.I'm sure you'll get hurt one day,not that i wanna curse,but it's true.Have been bearin' so much.Sighs,why do i still care so much,kpo Madeleine.I just don't feel like going school holiday fast arrive ah!! em>
Why things mostly ended ugly? ): I've never ever felt so badly hurt.Ohya this year teacher's not gonna meet my parents,ohyes!! ^_^ From p1 till now,all complains.Blahblahblah.Sec 2 was th worst,frog thingy,&fire extinguisher.
-When you say'I moves on',you just learned you live without that person anymore.-
-When you say'I forget you already',you totally accept th fact that th person is not already a part of you.-


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Monday, May 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:17 AM

Gonna post now! :D
Today school was alright,but something not alright luh! Every subject pass except for Math&D&T,as usual!! ): I never fails to fail this both subject.Mum say: "Oh well done,congrats&work harder,what shit she talkin'about??
Wore contact lense,eye sore!! Zz Always like that,feeel like changing a pair of new eye,hee!After school went home.came out have luch with Lynette! ^_^ I owe her super junior album,ohno!Must buy for her leh,haha!!Never owe her subway anymore! After that met Tangshi&co. He's there. Then homed! :D

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Sunday, May 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:20 AM

-To xboix-
Stop spammin' my tagboard leh,it's very frustrating ok?
Jio your mother la,told you i attach alread,which part of my words you don't understand?Could you be less irritating?Enough la.

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Last blogged @ 2:08 AM


Past pic's.
Today gonna rot @ home again.
Don't feel like going out,kept rainin'!If rains have to bring umbrella very troublesome.
Chattin' with Lynette,as usual.Yesterday midnight called her,cos things happen again luh!>.<
Play guitar!^_^ Ohyea,i haven't yet fixed coach guitar string,shiitt!Gonna have it fix soon.Think later going train my bowling again,its a long time o haven't trained.
Argh shag,how i wish holiday starts tmr! ): I want holiday badly.
Well was flipin' through past pic.


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Friday, May 14, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:52 PM



Back Postin'! :D
Maths tough,only 2 person in our class manage to pass,i got 7/100 for maths leh! ): Was 1 mark higher than Lynette,quite proud :x
Yesterday went 641 slack.. :D
After that don't know went where with Sj&Ts to wait for Lynette to come out from school.
Ugh finally she came out,then wanna go have dinner together.\
Then went slack around again,wait for Jasmine to get out,homed. :D
Today,probably gonna rot @ home.Textin' Lynette&me all th way.. Heehee.
Holiday,faster arrive i don't wanna go school. >.<>
Takin' a lifetime to forget about a person?..
Don't hold onto your past,there's a reason its not coming back.
Each tear is unforgettable memory;Each smile is an undeniable mark;Each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.
Goodbye,is th hardest thing to say because you have to walk away with just a memory & memories fade.




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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:19 AM




Gonna post shortly.. :D
Today after exam went 641.After that went somewhere else,precious came! :D
Wow we talked&laughed alot,alot! ^_^ Keep practicin' guitar/. & Ohfcuk!
I spoiled coach guitar string cos i dropped his guitar :x Shit!
Well nothin' much to post,have to go now! :D Takecare all.

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:07 AM


Am back postin'!! :D
Exam time :<>
Forgettin' about you is impossible one,but just need some moments..i already say so much sorry to you,i keep givin' in,what else you still want?!I know it's my wrong,but I've already apologise to you yea.Maybe all my sorries to you were all just craps,but i mean it k?
Shall stop talkin' about this(...)
Keep practicin' guitar,never studyy! >.<>
Keep slackin'..Ah!!I don't know what's wrong with me,i'm not like that before. ):


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Sunday, May 09, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:52 AM







Align Center
Happy Mother's Day! :D
Dearest mum,though i always quarrel with you over things,i say i hate yo
It's all my angry sayings&I don't mean it.Seein' you going through so much with me for this 15 years.Thank's for being there through th tears,laughter&dirty diapers.I love you mum! :D
You're th one whom dotes me th most,go through with me th most,takecare of me th most&being there for me always.I don't know how to thank you,cos its too much for me to thank's you.But i hope you could see this dedication that i'm dedicatin' to you.You really understands me. :D You're always number 1 to me,you're th best,you're a great mum!!! :D
Mum says she doesn't want any present from me,but want me to study hard&not to give her so much problems.Well,i'll try just for th sake of you,but a moment for me to change.
I Love You,Mummy! :D

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Saturday, May 08, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:00 AM







Today went out with AhTing! :D
After that went to meet aunt at northpoint for dinner! :D Saw*him.. Makes me feel abit pain,cos its when th last time we wear th same tee! ): Same!>.<
Saw XueYan (: Actually wanna buy clothes,but he* there,argh sian la go off.-.-
Then went AhTing house for friends birthday.
&Shit you la,fine you want i'll play with you. (:

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Friday, May 07, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:28 AM




Omg,I'm gonna get 0 for D&T! ):
Argh,before th paper starts,i've slept.Zzz I don't even bother to flip through th paper,sighs!Thing's are fillin' my mine that makes me really can't concentrate.I really hate it.This is how you're gonna ignore me right?Fine.I won't bother already,cos i know well,i don't need you&i know you won't need me too (:
Sighs,thinkin' about what happens just make me moody,fuck!-.- Tired,tired of what's happenin' with lovee.Maybe it's time to let go,well i shall not hold you any longer,it's pointless,pointless!Are you playin' my feeling? No longer worryin' about you not talkin; to me,text me,it's gonna be fine without you! :D
Guitar as usual. :D Night meet sweet for dinner.. :D
I've GAVE UP! :D
I don't wanna quarrel with you...
2Years.5Months.3Days Ended...
I just think that,it's better for us to go separate ways..Your tears?I don't understand what you're cryin' over..
I've been bearin'&bearin'..Friends will do,i don't need you in my life.It doesn't affect me without you. :D
Rather,i find it's better with0ut you. (: Shall we be back again,it depends.
Bye dear friend. (:
I loveee Wifey! :D





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Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:00 AM

After school went 641,with Qiuyun,Lynette,Peiyan&co.
After that went back to school library study for tmr's math exam.Last minute one. (:
Sighs ya! ): I'm damn damn shag.We really didn't talk anymore,i don't know what happened?**Cries
I really have got no mood to study for tmr's exam,cos something just filled my mind. ): Argh i just hope that my tears can stop rollin' down la!Zz ); ); I'm lost,i really don't know what to do.. I just ask to last long with you,i'm really not askin' much either..It's pains me;hurt me.. ):
All i feared about is loosin' someone who I've loved deep before.It was really my greatest fear;pain.14 days,still countin'."If you let go&they don't come back,maybe something better was meant to be yours".It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,an hour to like someone&a day to love someone,but it takes a lifetime to forget someone..I know this matter really affects me alot,but life still have to go on right?Sighs.I don't wanna part with you,it pains to see us drift. ): Knowin' you was fate,fallin' in love with you was beyond my control!Relationship was worth all th painful times we went through.Th pain&confusion i'm going through,th love of pain&hurtin's is caused bt th memories of our lovee.Force to fake a smile though.They say lovin' you gives pains&full of sacrifies,but I'll rather takes pains&lots of sacrifies then not to be loved by you.
SIGHS! >.<
L.O.V.E

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Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:09 AM

Sighs,bad day bad day!! ): I superb hate today!
Sigh,are we fallin' apart,Love?We aren't talking to each other,i mean yea but it's gettin' lesser..Could you tell me what happen? ): Seriously?*Cries* I just wanna last long with you,that's all,I'm not askin' much though.Is it my wrong?? ): Sighs!*
After school went slack with Peiyan,Lynette,Qiuyun,Jasmine,Jacelin&co.. :D
Sighs..I'm abit uncomfortable to face you,): ARGH!!
HeartacheHeartacheHeartache! >.<

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Monday, May 03, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:39 AM


Movieeeee @ Dhoby Gaut today.

With Lynette,Love&co. :D Watched Ip Man,quite niceeee! :D

Shopped there for quite some moment though it's kinda tiredd.After that homed. :D

Argh,somethin' makes my mood swing!! >.<>.<

Well have to go,Takecare all! :D
Well,Love is complicated,i sometimes think that i can't really handle relationship prob.I know i have to be strong to handle more stuffs ahead but sometimes i just feel weak.Sometimes i don't even know what to do.I should face th reality. :D Go on Go on.
LLOOVVEE...Maybe it'll let me learn somethin' ,i won't fall back.Why's everythin' about love?

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Sunday, May 02, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:13 AM




Yesterday met Lynette...
Went for haircut,LOL she cut short hair like helmet,hahahha!!!It really shocked me when i see her with short hair.Fuckin' la th auntie,talking while cuttin' my hair -.- Still cut so short,i say trim only,idiot.After that we just kept laughin' non stop about out hairstyle,haha!Then went to eat,still laughin'..Saw someone that i don't wanna see..Zzz Went home.Then aunt ask me go causeway point with her,went with her shoppin'. :D Keep eatin',haha!
Well,nothing much to post actually.Off now,Takecare! :D

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