I wish i were a child again.

A way to pull through a day is to hold on,hold on.hold on..
As you gorw older,you tend to see someone's face as a facade to their true-self.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010
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Alright it seems like we both think alot. :/
I hope i could know what you're thinking about.
No,it wasn't like i prefer guys that sweet talks,it was like cos my exs were all like that.
& you're th only one whom treats me differently from them,seriously.
Even by a word,my day would be screwed.I hope i can stop being so..like paranoid,but i couldn't.I hope this mind of mine being paranoid,wouldn't prolong.I should think negatively.
Well,no matter how you think about me,it's gonna be fine w' me,cos i can;t stop what you're thinking.
Whatever it is,i still misses you alot. D:
Sorry,I'm being so like ignorance or cold this few days toward you,i never think about how you feel :/ I couldn't control my mood.I'm tired of myself being so bad,like never spare a thought for you,never think how you actually feel.Alright i'm writing here,hope you see this.
I'm talkin' on phone w' you right now,yet blogging too cos i feel so bad.
Hoping things will get better for both of us,smile :D
A smile is just a smile afterall,I'm not hurt nor tired in this love of ours.

I'm off/.
-Missin' ya-

Labels: Hoping for a better tmr/.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010
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Just like this/.

Now a days i got moody easily. :/

I think alot,alot,alot,alot,alot! D: Never stops.

Nothing else,having a moodswing,headache.

Just...WTF

Labels: Moody/.

Sunday, October 24, 2010
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Well,this is how it goes..

2 days spending w' B! :D Jasmine also.

Yesterday went Northpoint for pasta mania then off to jasmine's house w' B&Sh till midnight.

Then B&me went to slack,he went home at 4 plus midnight.

Miss him so much. D:

Woke up so late today,then dad asked me what i wanna eat,i just said sting ray,then he say ok he bring me me supper w' family.Then after dinner,Mum wanna go giant,so dad suggested to go tampines giant.Bought many stuffs,something scares me :/

Argh there'll be school tmr,Miss Norfida is gonna talk to me,fine.

Have to go now/.

Am missing missing you.

Labels: School/.

Thursday, October 21, 2010
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My dear boyfriend & I.

Steamboat day today! (:

W' Boyfriend,Bestfriend,Family.

Woke up late as usual,text B first..

Went to meet B first then off to buy drinks!

Waiting for dad & jasmine to come home.Hope all of you enjoyed today/.

Full alr,then went to walk w' B,take picture,heheheh! B sent me home.

Then mum & dad say drive them home.

I really really enjoyed today!I hope to have a day like today again.

Well,just by being beside B,am damn happy alr.Now what? I miss him! Grr D:

He has to work tmr,while no school for me.Feel like meeting him tmr,since next day i a saturday,only scared he's tired.

That's all,I love you all! :D Boyfriend,Bestfriend,Family.

Labels: Steamboat day/.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010
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Today woke up then meet Benjamin & Jasmine cabbed to northpoint for subway! ;)

Pass by a shop,suddenly remembered B told me his ear stud lost,so went to buy.

Then subway for him! ;) Hope it taste niceeee xP

After that,mrt-ed to meet B at Yew tee,wow his house was beautiful but very high.

Slacked then went to meet mum for dinner. :/ Mum forced me to eat eat eat.

Homed. (:

Can't wait for steamboat tmr ohyes! (L)>

Mum talk to me so nicely today,find it weird? x.x Random either.

-I miss you.-

Labels: Extra happy/.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010
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Today didn't go school,woke up so late.

Cab to causeway point,just to help mum do her things.. :/

Cab back home pass her her stuffs then cabbed to northpoint,cos really rushing.

Went to buy B's thing,then went to somewhere write th card,delayed his time. D:

After that went home bath then off to meet B! :D Happy tons!

Walked to mac (: Then went to our same old place.

Then we walked a long way home,yay!My shirt got his perfume smell :D Very niceee.

*B,hope you like th bear! (:

& ps cos my handwriting abit up&down.. :/ plus th chinese words.

I delayed your time,because i'm writing th cards,that's why i let you waited so long/.

Happy 1st month Anniversary,may we last long (:

-UOYEVOLI-

You're special/.

Labels: B/., Happy 1st month Anniversary

Sunday, October 17, 2010
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Here to update again! (:

Yesterday,meet Baby & Jasmine.

Spent th whole day w' Baby,happy :DD

Went to northpoint,then basketball.Watched Baby play basket ball,he very small size. >_<"

Me & jasmine were talking there,then jasmine went off first.

Accompany Baby to mac for dinner. (:

Walked,sitted,singing. :D I really love yesterday.Hope to have a day like yesterday again.

3 more days!!

Spent th whole yesterday w' Baby,wow! Just by being w' b,no matter where i go,though its bored,I'm still happy that he's being by my side. (: Midnight,we were talking about past.

We kept drinking & drinking,didn't eat. :x Yay thursday B & jasmine coming over my house to have steamboat!Woo! *Excited*

Time flies.I love being w' you & of course by your side. (: You make me feel loved,yeah.

I love th way you are,its just you,DLJF.

After you came into my life,joys filled either.

B i do not know how to describe my feelings,so i love you,i adore you.

Its not like i profess my love to him everyday,or at all for that matter.I just watch him from distance & bug th crap out of him occasionally & delight in how he tries & fails to change th way i am.I rmb i watched him sleep,LOL.

Have to go! I'm happy!*

Labels: Baby/.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010
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Knew that my blog is real dead.
Back to update as dad has fix back th modem. [:
Got back my phone today,happy!! [:
Went Bishan w' jasmine to collect my phone,thanks (:
So bored,B sleep alr. D': cos he's damn tired.
He hao lian! Pass his bike test,hahahah!!
Have to go.

Labels: ^^

Sunday, October 03, 2010
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