Wednesday, August 03, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:27 AM

Paranoid or Happening?

I've got so much to rant about. I am PARANOID,all of you got it? Or whatever i was thinking hasbeen happening? I went to my bed reluctantly as before i could fall asleep, here comes my 'bestfriend' (Paranoid). I've already tried to keep myself as busy,but no matter how busy am i, i still thinks alotta. I always think that I'm not goonough,indeed. I'm just getting tired of myself, FUCK yknow? ;) Things hadn't been going well,its not the person whom change,its the person whom is getting better at lying. It's extremely alright yknow, as everything you've did behind my back,it'll backfires on you. What comes around,goes around as well :) I'm trying not to think about it so much, 'N' level is coming this is much more important than some of the people lor seriously. It's just a waste of time! I guess i shouldn't be too straight forward,else i might be afraid if i hurt people's feeling oh. Pulling back myself, trying to take things easily. People do come and go, so easy come easy go, best way yeah? I'm actually jealous i bet you dont even know or know? ;) Hahaha gonna wear da jacket or whatever fuck your ex wore before? Oh well :D What can i do right,i thought everything has alr past,its ok! The prince will come, frog leaves. I may be very cold towards you,yeah so.... 'N' level is just round da corner,i shall do my best,its time to buck up. I'm fine without your existance,presence tho'. I've endured, but why i think so much right? I think so much in the end what i got? You're happy,but me? Thinking so much while you're happy,like WHAT THE FUCK right? ;) Why i waste so much time on this kinda things, silly plus naive! ByeBye! Boy,i've done my best. When i'm not around,hope you ain't lying to me.

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