I wish i were a child again.

A way to pull through a day is to hold on,hold on.hold on..
As you gorw older,you tend to see someone's face as a facade to their true-self.

Sunday, August 21, 2011
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WE'RE FINE :)

Suddenly have the urge to blog. We're fine,i hope it stays this way. I will try to be a good girlfriend ok? Just that i'm really impulsive,straight forward,harsh ESPECIALLY. Just give me a room to change,all need is time and wait for me. I had so much fun with you all over the weekend,not only weekend,everyday only when we dont quarrel la! :( My life has changed,since you came in. I can say its getting better. But sometimes when we quarrel,i always think otherwise but afterall i was happy having you by my side all the time. Even when i bully you,or hurt you by my words,you still didn't dread me away but still there for me and always trying to make me happy. I am happy,dont worry. I love it when you pick me after school then after that we had lunch together :) Let's put tattoo together,maybe after my 'N' level or something. I know you dote me alot. I've never had anyone whom is always w' me all the time,before i'm going to school,you accompany me and even lifted me down. No matter what,my love has never change for you just remember this. AWESOME BOYFRIEND :p

Labels: I'm in love w' you all over again /.

Wednesday, August 03, 2011
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Paranoid or Happening?

I've got so much to rant about. I am PARANOID,all of you got it? Or whatever i was thinking hasbeen happening? I went to my bed reluctantly as before i could fall asleep, here comes my 'bestfriend' (Paranoid). I've already tried to keep myself as busy,but no matter how busy am i, i still thinks alotta. I always think that I'm not goonough,indeed. I'm just getting tired of myself, FUCK yknow? ;) Things hadn't been going well,its not the person whom change,its the person whom is getting better at lying. It's extremely alright yknow, as everything you've did behind my back,it'll backfires on you. What comes around,goes around as well :) I'm trying not to think about it so much, 'N' level is coming this is much more important than some of the people lor seriously. It's just a waste of time! I guess i shouldn't be too straight forward,else i might be afraid if i hurt people's feeling oh. Pulling back myself, trying to take things easily. People do come and go, so easy come easy go, best way yeah? I'm actually jealous i bet you dont even know or know? ;) Hahaha gonna wear da jacket or whatever fuck your ex wore before? Oh well :D What can i do right,i thought everything has alr past,its ok! The prince will come, frog leaves. I may be very cold towards you,yeah so.... 'N' level is just round da corner,i shall do my best,its time to buck up. I'm fine without your existance,presence tho'. I've endured, but why i think so much right? I think so much in the end what i got? You're happy,but me? Thinking so much while you're happy,like WHAT THE FUCK right? ;) Why i waste so much time on this kinda things, silly plus naive! ByeBye! Boy,i've done my best. When i'm not around,hope you ain't lying to me.

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