I'm really getting stress each day. I can break down anytime whenever i gets too stress. If you its really embarassing that when im w' you,i cried,you can dont bring me out anymore,i seriously dont mind. I didnt know you'll say this,well? :) I'm really getting tired of many things,just stop testing me. I always think so much,i dont know why,which i think it ain't worth at all. I'm unhappy everyday,just because of a lil' things that happened or i gets paranoid. All of you dont know what am i thinking,so i think you all please stop asking me,its seriously annoying please. Especially when you all force me to -.-". This year,people said i had a drastic change in my attitude,i knew it well either,its something that causes me to become like me today,you all cant blame me. Why i love so tough? why? why must i always think alot. Now,i'll try to stop all these nonsense,but all because i'm too much stress. Sometimes i dont understand you. I really wanna know what you're always doing behind my back. People told me this: 'your bf may stay up night to sms you,but behind you wouldn't know he's texting how many more girls. Your bf may not text girl infront of you,telling you he didn't/dont text girls,but after he go home, things might change'. These few sentence really makes me think alot,as people can do things behind you which i wouldn't know,things can be hidden. I dont know that is there anything you're hiding from me or what? or am i just thinking too much. How to know if your love is true to me? i get jealous easily ok? i hate the feelings. Nevermind -.- Bye,fml i just dont know when my life would end,I'm so tired. Thank's for bringing me out on that day and i still make you embarass inside the shopping centre and make you unhappy w' me. I know you're irritated by me,cos i cried inside shopping centre. This is me,accept me or not ;) I'm really ok with it. If for you,its better without me, tell me,i can leave right now. I wont drag,i'll just go.

'Sometimes life is better off without some people'