Today's mother day :) Happy Mother's Day,beloved mummy! I loveyou.

Anyway i'm now missing you, hoping time past faster so that you can book out earlier. Can't wait to see you in your botak style :P Why're you away for so long!? Hmm actually i still think alot too, i couldn't sleep at night,couldn't wake up in the afternoon. I know,you wanna drink china apple,eat mac & chocolate when you're back, see i rmb so clearly :) Everyday, i'm getting more & more tired i got no idea why. I feel so lifeless, kept staying at home doing nothing. Sometimes idk what am i doing? when i close my eye, listen songs,i start to think alot (paranoid la) sometimes i would even cry over a lil' small things.. :/ I want us happy ok? I alr have almost everything i want, that's enough,i can't ask for so much,had more than enough. Sometimes being afraid. I've got a habit of keeping everything to myself, i felt it safer. But by bottling up so much inside, i feel so depress. Alright stop blogging now, waiting for him!