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Sunday, May 08, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:34 AM  Hi Penguin here :D Today's mother day :) Happy Mother's Day,beloved mummy! I loveyou. Anyway i'm now missing you, hoping time past faster so that you can book out earlier. Can't wait to see you in your botak style :P Why're you away for so long!? Hmm actually i still think alot too, i couldn't sleep at night,couldn't wake up in the afternoon. I know,you wanna drink china apple,eat mac & chocolate when you're back, see i rmb so clearly :) Everyday, i'm getting more & more tired i got no idea why. I feel so lifeless, kept staying at home doing nothing. Sometimes idk what am i doing? when i close my eye, listen songs,i start to think alot (paranoid la) sometimes i would even cry over a lil' small things.. :/ I want us happy ok? I alr have almost everything i want, that's enough,i can't ask for so much,had more than enough. Sometimes being afraid. I've got a habit of keeping everything to myself, i felt it safer. But by bottling up so much inside, i feel so depress. Alright stop blogging now, waiting for him! We can only divorve,hahahha! :D yknow i know. Labels: Insane moment.
Saturday, May 07, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:20 AM     Hi People :) I'm back blogging since my blog is dead. My bf is in NS now,he have to camp there for 2 damn weeks. (TORTURING)! I miss him so much so much.. My weekend was empty as he isn't here w' me, grr just kept waiting for him to book out, it's like taking forever.P.s, not linking people anymore. I still have tempt to blog, so i could vent my anger & rant everything heree.. :) Without him, i'm effing bored, yes la lonely but what can i do? WAIT FOR HIM. Alright :) Yesterday midnight me & peiyan can't sleep, so we text. Well,imma person whom gets jealous easily,hmm yes sensitive either, kay so does my bf! :P like a girl talk to him,i get jealous,but i would think again what for? he only talk to the girl, the one he love still me. Think so??? I only check his phone sometimes, secretly :x He has alr find out so yeah hee :D idk ley,just got the urge so scared if any of his ex contact him,LOL! You see i'm paranoid -.-" Jealousy kills,its a scary word either. Doubt,guess its common or not?? :/ From now on,we could only spend time tgt only on..if i ain't wrong,friday,satturday & sunday? Nvm at least a day w' you :) I want him faster come out pillion me go out!! I know you want me, I know i want you, hahahahahaha hilarious lo. :) Tsk am waiting for him, to come out to book out. Exam period now,but gonna end too.. studied like mad,as its last minute one. I blog what i feel, just be frank & straight forward. Anyway, friends? some sucks. I told him many things i'm going through in school,that kind of feeling seriously fuck-up. Sometimes,i just suffer in silence,well its alright :) I just need you,not my friends. Why're some of my friends so fake,so ridiculous,so nasty,so despicable,so vicious,so bitchy?? Daniel,tell me. KARMA,waiting for you to feel how i felt this whole time in school. I'm just tired of having friends around.I suffered during those days. Im now , SUPER ANTI SOCIAL. That's better,I may be more happier than the past & having many friends the past. I have you,enough. Waiting for you to book out,wanna see you botak! :) Labels: Hmm/. |
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