I wish i were a child again.

A way to pull through a day is to hold on,hold on.hold on..
As you gorw older,you tend to see someone's face as a facade to their true-self.

Friday, July 30, 2010
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You've change /.

You ain't th one i knew before,what happened?

Well fine,sometimes letting go is better than hurting myself. (:

Though i still don't bear..Things seems so complicated now.Hoping we're still friends (:

I like th weather now adays,but it makes me wanna sleep aye! >:

After school went 641 slack,En hui came. (: Anyway can't attend cecilia's birthday,sorry! ):

But here i am wishing you Happy 15th Birthday!! (L)

Now i'm waiting for that Lynette&Jasmine to get out of school.

I'm tired,very tired of it.Disappointing )': Walao th junlong called me in class!! Aww pig is so shy aye! <: Hahahaa! I saw you alr la today ^^ I know you like this face, ._.

Ok have to go!

Gina Sis! (L) Ignore your ex,he's so bad! Now got crush le,^^. You both so sweet!
Heehee it's gonna be saturday tmr,sad can't meet you to talk again )': Nvm monday! (L)

ALright see you,Takecare! Loveyou Sis!!

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Thursday, July 29, 2010
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Went vivo today! (:

Thank's pig,huh must wait till 1 year then can get your th herbal jelly?? Lol!

Ok. (:

Wow th double chocolate Lynette bought for me was damn sweet! But th service so lousy/.

Alright gtg! (:

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
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Happy 12th Birthday dearest Faridah! (:

So sleepy today,hahah! :D

After school went to buy cake for Faridah! (: Ida,don't be afraid to be older,it's gonna be great too! I can't wait for tmr! Woohooo! (:

280710 , Ng Wen Qi.

Then saw Babyj,slacked w' her.After that met jasmine. (:

Faridah,stay happy always!! (L)

Labels: Happy Birthday

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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A dreadful day againn )':

Phone got confiscated,but manage to get back (:

D&T lesson,slept all th way! (Y) Dreamt of something,maybe cos i think or miss too much. )':

Drank 3 bottle of Apple juice,hahah!

Well,i still can't get over it. Sighs,why can't we just be happy together? )':

I miss you effing many ok? )': Will you come back to me? ...

But... sighs. I wanna text you but i scared you might avoid me?Or doesn't wish to see my text?

Sometimes i just doesn't have th courage to text you,silly. I miss you,badly. )': ARGH!

But at least i saw you today.. Sighs missing you.

Anyway Happy 15th Birthday Faridah in advance! (: Stay cheerful,happy&pretty always! (:

Tgc! Loveyou.

*Thank's many to jasmine,for th colourful cake you baked for me! (: It was niceeee! :P Eat your cake alr feel better! But..wanna lao sai alr! :x No la joking,i love your yummy colourful cake!! (L)

Cb don't fuckin' sweet talk la,all are just lies. -'- I won't fall for any sweet talks.

Labels: I miss you dnomsed

Monday, July 26, 2010
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Yesterday : Went out w' Pamelia (: Bugis <: Were looking for subway! :P

Sighs i miss you? )': Thank's Yongsheng for th chocolate you buy for me that day. (: Talked so much w' Pamelia. :D After that went to meet Xiu Hui @ Causeway point,dinner-ed w' her&her boyfriend i think?? Haha! xD Then they drove me to Yishun Safra to look for (L),Then (L) sent me homeee. (: Went homeee,mum gave me her fuckin' face -'-

Today: Omg today sucks badly. )': I think..its time to let go? I'm sorry,i know i'm not a good girlfriend alright? (: I know I'm not good enough for you,there's someone good enough for you out there.Though being w' you just a lil' while,i've learn things from you. (: I rmb clearly about everything we've went through. 1st day i met you, we went to swimming complex to meet your friends,after that we went walking around then you sent me home :D I will always rmb those sweetest day w' you,we went to our school th road run place to walk, (: I really miss that,but it's gonna be too late . Thank's for sending me homee everytime when we met. Sighs i really thought we could last long,but things changes. I'm sorry. )': I still loves you but... )': Alright.

Sometimes there's things which don't belongs to us. I'm just so sorry,i let you down . )': I've never regret being w' you.My love still hasn't change for you. Thank's for giving me a chance just by being w' you,loving you&missing you. Yeah,12am! )': No more. I"m hurt badly. )': But we can't go on anymore.. )': I've alr loving you deeply,yet this is th time we're leaving each other. )':

I hate it in school today,i just can't concentrate,my day was just,crying. -.- " Fuck it. Kept rushing to th smelly toilet,making my friends being @ th toilet w' me. )': I'm sorry all! ):

Why am i still so weak? ): When am i gonna be strong ? ): It really pains me alot..

*Today's gonna be th last time calling you baby.I'm truly sorry alright? )': I love you & I miss you. Sorry.

160710 , 12.35 pm (:

Takecare my friend,stay happy always!!!! :D Hope we're still friends.. (: I'll still be there for you. (: All th best! I love you once;love stories.

Labels: 160710 bye

Thursday, July 22, 2010
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Lynette,rmb this pic? <: Th evil smile!!

School was fine,but i miss baby many! >:

Actually going town,but just wtf,no mood.Today couldn't meet baby.Omg i hope his rashes will get better.I miss you baby!Sometimes when i didn't receive your message or late,i just start to worry. Sighs.

Saw something,it makes me feel so.... Argh nvm just should take it easy aye. :D

Nothing else,Just that i miss baby all th while.Get well soon baby!

Love you uber many ! (L) I smell your perfume. ): Ah!! My eye i sore! >:

Well am off going out now!! Lastly thank's Gina sis for being there! :D I love you!

Baby get well soon!

"Behind every "I'm fine,I'm ok,I'm alright" is a mind & soul occupied w' confusion ,trying to find a 'way out' ."

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
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Sighs ):

I feel very very lousy,today's a bad day/. I hope i doesn't have a day like today again.

I shall just keep everything to myself,cos no one would really understand me.

I'm feel that i'm being such a lousy girlfriend?Maybe there's someone better for you,whom is worth for you to love.

Crying doesn't solve problem,yeah but it makes me feel better.Sighs.

I don't know why i feel very pain? >.<" Well.

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go,we take a little bit of each other everywhere.I don't know wtf am i really thinking about,it just makes me feel more worst.

I can do anything for th sake of you.

To MR ROY CHEW: Who want fcuk you? -.- YOu ok?

Labels: Baby i love you/.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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Fuck it,ok? (: Why wanna scold me when i said i didn't have it? -'- Who do you think you are?Disgusting ok? :D I know you wanna be centre of th attraction,don't do it this way,do it th other way yeah. (: I know you very can ah.LOL

After school went mac w' Peiyan&Lynette.Wow it's raining so heavily,so cold!

Rain stop le,went to meet Baby!Then saw Jen,accompany her to mac again. <:

Hehhe Gina Sis text me! (L)

"When i get a text from you,i immediately stop whatever i'm doing to read it."

No,i won't leave you baby,you're important to me how would i wanna leave you?You're thinkin' too much alr.I smell your perfume in school today,then i so miss you. T.T

I miss you,badly.I love you,deeply. (: Baby thanks for sending me home everyday! :D

Never be replace,irreplacable,its you baby!Rest well,i know you're very tired,Takecare (L)

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Monday, July 19, 2010
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Time flies!! ):

Today after school went 641 w' Qiuyun,Peiyan&Jacelin.

Yay our make up session. ^^ I love all of you,Qiuyun,Peiyan&Jacelin.

In class today,i really can't concentrate,cos i really miss you damn badly. ):

Met Baby w' his friends. (: Baby i love you.I really feel so empty without you,baby.

You make my life seems better,greater,happier.You never fail to make me smile.I kept looking into my phone hoping to see your message. (: I still don't feel well,i kept didn't eat,i don't know what happen to me either.Lynette came to look for me,talked to her.I feel like crying again,i beared this time round.But i really feel uber sour one.I feel so weak,I was really giddy there,things are going round&round,black&white.This is my first time encounting this feeling.

I miss you many,Baby.No i didn't anyhow think,don't worry,I'm fine. (: See you tmr again,don't forget,I Love You.

Thanks Qiuyun,Peiyan&Jacelin for keep hearing what I've got to say. (L) Thank's i love you guys. :D

Lastly,I miss you & I love you.You are my everything.

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Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Went out w' (L) today! (:

Then meet BabyJ&friends too (:

Then night time went eat w' baby's friend,then we went somewhere to walk around. (L)

After then,met BabyJ for awhile again then (L) sent me home . :D Time flies,really.

Came home,Straight away Lynette called,then chatted for awhile.Sighs i cried on phone,sighs.

I didn't know why either.. >: Having fever,weak. I won't pass my fever to you,never will.

Takecare of yourself will do ok,(L)? I try my very best to understand things.Yeah i'm a sensitive person,you can say.I Love you,Baby.You're part of my life,you're someone whom i can't afford to loose.I know you won't hurt me,but i scared i might hurt you. ): I'm sorry i've got phobia.

I really miss you so much,when you lefted me..I love you,Baby!

Not forgetting my friends,Peiyan,Qiuyun,Lynette&many more,i love you guys very much too!^^

Lastly,Baby i love you many many!I'm glad glad glad that i've got a boyfriend like you (L) That's you. (: Have to go!! :D

Labels: Baby i love you/.

Saturday, July 17, 2010
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I Love You

Went out w' (L) today,so fun. (:

I love you,hope we last long ^^ As promised.

Then saw BabyJ,slacked w' her,talk.She told me about th thai mv stories (:

Everything was so great today,you were so great to me.

You know,i love you many many.I know you'll be coming to my blog yeah! (L)

Loveyou,(L) Thank's for sending me home :D

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Friday, July 16, 2010
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Today i love! (L)

After school went 641,slack..We talked so much about th past,damn funney one la ! <:

16July.12.35pm (L) I love you,hope we last long.

Lynette met me,then she walked me to near aunts house.

I don't feel well seriously >:

Labels: I love you/.

Thursday, July 15, 2010
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Today in class so funney! <: Iqbal&Chairat dance,haha <: Laughs :D

Then Iqbal say our whole class is she-male,he men,then he go infront of Miss Norfida say: "Miss Norfida,you also she-male!" LOL then teacher was like stuned,hahah!!

After school went slack w' Pamelia & Peiyan.

Why is everyone seems so random today?I find it weird.

Xiu Hui called then we chatted on phone,then Yong Sheng.RANDOM!

Chatted w' Gina,Gina,Cheer up,he flirts its his problem guy always like that de luh.Cheer up la,so many people loves you!! (L) There's still many better guy for you outside. (: CHEER UP GINA! (L) Love'ya (:

After that went meet (L) then laughed so much! :D Thank's for th bubbletea,ta ha! (:

Blurrbaby called,sorry can't meet you/. >: Sorry didn't pick up your call.

Someone say want buy me bubbletea w' many pearls & jelly <: Thank's!YOu're damn random/.

Jasmine toh! You not chubby la,its super duper uber chubby :D

Ps: I LOVE YOU.

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
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D&T sucks max! Didn't do anything yet whole class get punished by th stoopid ROY CHEW outside general office. He actually asked us some silly question which wasn't linked to D&T thingy. So i ignored him,turned to th other side,slept.Zzz

After school,out w' Pamelia,Peiyan&Jasmine . Slacked,then homed.

(L) called,asked me to meet,so i met.Then went to causeway point,ate quite alot! >: I love th Gelare ice-cream,wow it's tasty! :D Then bused home,slept in th bus.Had fun w' (L).

Love'ya!

Sometimes even best friend don't understand how you feel..

I can't express th feeling that i feel,i'm so freak out, hate th feeling.Am i gonna face this situation everyday? Sometimes i just feel l.o ..Well nevermind i should just keep quiet since I've nothing to talk about.I"m tired,really.I hate people whom talk nicely infront of me,then behind full of craps.You wouldn't know how i actually feels/. It has been affecting me so much ):

Fcuk.

Labels: Fcuk-ed up/.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010
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Today got math test,didn't do @ all,so hard! >:
But every question i actually wrote: O.O" Because it's too tough alr.
D&T was today ok,Mr Roy our drawing getting better,he's impressed. (: Great then.
After school went to johnathan's house there w' Qiuyun,peiyan,jacelin&jasmine.. <:
Then all went home.New comp come alr,but th person never fix for us,wtf la. Zzz
Later Jason coming over to my house (:
Meet (L) eat then homed.Mum cooked,think she in good mood.
Chatted w' Pamelia (L) Sshh secret .We both were looking for songs` hehehehe ,Pam,th emotion! :P Thank's dearest (L)
(L) SBS. &Thank's Peiyan Vfb for th orange jusice everyday . ^^
Have to go now! <:

Pamelia Chia's dedication ! :D
Girl,everything is going well so far. (: No we won't drift at all.
I always love th h2h talk we've always had,till today. (: I'm willing to accept who you are,that's why you're my best friend.You've never let me down,you're always so nice to me.You were always there for me whenever i needed you,you know i love you. (L) We'll never ever be apart.We've gone through thick&thins together,so much.Nothing will make me not love you.
You're a great best friend! (L) You always make me feel better,by your words&th way you cheer me up,Thanks girl.

Seeing you getting better,i feel happy for you.
Lastly girl,I love you! (L) Rmb?Sodapop&Juicepop!

Labels: Goody mood yeah/.

Monday, July 12, 2010
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Was uber tiring today,cos didn't get to sleep yesterday since i'm watching worldcup (:

Woots Spain won,i knew it! ^^ So proud of Spain aye!Luckey Vbf wake me up today else i won't be able to wake up,she still buy me orange juice! Thank's Vbf! (: Nearly late for school today,lukey we rushed on time.

I went school to sleep today,Mr.Lim kept yelling lika dog. :x Was uber damn sleep,sleepy head.

Something happened in class,hahahaha!! Pamelia kept laughing because of th :B of (insertname)..

Joked so much today,after school went mac for lunchy w' Qiuyun,Jacelin,Jasmine&Vbf. (: All heaty foods&its damn spicy!! >: After that headed to 641 then slacked somewhere else then homed. (: Argh tired tired tired!

Wtfcuk tmr got D&T .Zzz Hope Mr Roy fall sick then don't come school la.He kept shouting in class,bark.

Ps : I Love You,for who you are. (: There's so much of things i've to carry on w/o you.

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Sunday, July 11, 2010
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Yesterday was damn a rushing day.
Helped aunt to move house,everyone was there.. (:

Midnight alr,me&alex went to mac for supper since nothing to do anyway.Never went malaysia to eat cos not everyone has got passport. ):

Today got world cup,I'm gonna watch!!Don't to wanna go school tomorrow,why don't tmr th

school have a "WorldCup Holiday"? Maybe got teachers also watch then not attending school.

Had supper w' whole family just now,so full.Today Alex never come. Still say want acc me go eat,sai la :x Uncle's friend called,ask why is there a under wear hanging @ his lorry mirror there?LOL they mmove house accidently drop there,so i was th one whom hang it @ th mirror,LOL! <: Uncle say its for him for moving house memories..

I miss my pass away uncle,just now ate his favourite dish, >: Cannot cry cannot cry. ): Miss himreally badly,he was someone whom dotes all of us in our family.He's still young. I miss you badly,knowing you won't be back beside us again.T.T I miss you!!

Tmr thinking of catching th movie called "Despicable me".. (:

Shall end my post here,takecare! I love Spain! (:

*Uncle,I miss you. ):

S.P.A.I.N

Labels: Tiring day/.

Friday, July 09, 2010
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After school chat w' Vbf till now! :D
She rawks i love her :P Opps.We joked so many things.
I'm going out now w' aunts,so i shall post later! (:
& she scare me,i think of th moth! >:
Went aunt's house for dinner,aunt ask me go.Th other aunt had just moved to Lilian aunts house 1 floor above,great.Went to her house,wow so niceeee! :D Aircon @ living room.
Then my parents came,they keep taking everything out from th store,laughed so loud,aunts running about to take things,heehee was fun.
VBF! (L) I really hope Spain will win,else we've got to pay money. >:
Went down w' cousins,saw Andy & friends,slacked w' them.
Currently still @ aunts house using cousin's lappy! <: Mac Flurry!!
Have to go alr,nights (: *Will upload photo when free&homed.

Labels: Vbf /.

Thursday, July 08, 2010
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I can't wake up for school today!! I love my bed,so much! <:

I just dont feel well today,something is so wrong,i hate it so much.

You've changed. >: Sorry that i'm saying all this,i've really had enough.I'm tired of it,really.I didn't talk much today. Dear friend,we've drift,i don't know whah happen&we didn't talk so much out of sudden. I'm sorry..

Today: After school went mac w' Qiuyun&co. (:

Argh my contact lense wore wrong side that why it hurt my eye so much. >: Then after that headed to 641,homed.Saw Lynette under my void deck,so me&jasmine accompany her.

That's all,i had a bad day. >:

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Wednesday, July 07, 2010
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Nearly woke up late today,but never (: Luckyy aye!
Just th day starting,DM called out our class,only our class went back classroom first/. Know what?Went class room,then Principle,Dm,teachers all there.DM say wanna educate us?LOL what for?I was shocked,i thought is yesterday we threw those tissues onto th ceiling,hah it's not,lucky!!!
I really hate having D&T lesson,Mr Roy kept shouting infront of me,he even confiscate our Ez-link card&phone cos he scared we don't stay back after school to complete our work,Sighs.
Went recess early,only me&peiyan got caught by Mr Lim.Mr Lim caught my blue contact lense,he ask me must take out right now,i told him no box to put right now la,i asked him to give me my contact lense money then i take out.Nearly got send home! >: Lucky today had my contact lense,perky brown. **Skip..Then just hoping its not gonna look obvious&won't be send back home. (: After school,stayed back to complete my work,as of th reason to get back my phone.Or else i also won't stay back.I kept drawing wrong,so he kept like unhappy,th other D&T teacher,Miss Arion,went to toilet,so i too rushed into th toilet,tell Mr Roy i want go toilet,so i actually asked Miss Arion to help me draw,Well done!!I can go home le after she help me draw.
Can you have limits? -'- I also never make till you.
Went mac for lunch,after that headed to northpoint. Then homed. (:
Bye,Have to go!!
Lastly thank's to Jasmine Toh Xue Er!! :D

Labels: It isn't easy to give up/.

Tuesday, July 06, 2010
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Garry,here our pics! :D

School was fine! <:
In class,we make th tissue wet&throw it to th ceiling,haha!
Garry called me,was like finally!! (:
After school,mac w' Jasmine,Lynette&Mira for lunch. (:

To Garry&Hui Min (:

I miss Garry&Hui Min alot,i hope they faster come back here. >:
When you both ain't here,i didn't train my bowling @ all.Then go to your house,so quiet,usually w' you both,th house is more chaotic :P Heehee.. Now i only kept going out w' your mummy.Faster come back here >: I miss you both badly! >: 1 more year to go,for you both to get back.I think your daddy birthday is coming! ^^ Things in my house are going fine (: But your dad&my dad kept watching th worldcup,still take leave,Argh!Let me complain,let me elaborate more.Heehee,your mummy go shopping also fart!!Hm smelly!Th xiao su also like that.I rarely got to see wendy now,she's rather busy.Sheryl is working hard (: Alex too,but he's also working hard for eating,kept eating burger.Sherry's teeth starts to drop alr,haha!

Ohyeah,sing&guitar everyday,mum say its so annoying.LOL.
Anyway how's both of you? (:
Anyway takecare aye? I really reallly miss you both badly! >: Love you both. (L)
*& hur Garry say call Hui Min "biao sao"..I don't use to it/.
*You don't understand me all th time,if you were my friend i just hope that you can give me a chance&yourself to accept for who we are actually.

*One disadvantage of a good memory is that whenever you feel lonely or sad,good memories tend to creep&make th pain harder to bear.

Labels: I miss Gary Hui Min

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